i.
just.
can't.
i can't talk about the family session that left us more lost than found...
i can't talk about my secret fantasy for heroin, and being pissed that we never hooked up...
i can't talk about tripping over a loose tomato, because i needed to run out of pavilion's so quickly; sensing the holiday liquor displays were going to tackle me to the ground, spread me four-fold and force-guzzle large quantities of absolut down my throat...
i can't talk about my heartbreaking disappointment that my immunosuppressants weren't lowered today...
and i can't talk about how tired i am, he is, we are...spent. broken. unhappy.
dictionary definition of EXHAUSTED: tired, drained, fatigued, weary, consumed, finished, depleted.
our definition: ADDICTION in MARRIAGE (a.k.a. how to feel 100 years old...)
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