the cedars-sinai elevator. sexy, eh? and so it goes. goddamn, this sucks. my heart aches. my body flails. and i'm left behind... lost in the world of illness... never feeling good. never feeling strong. and so it goes. life has a way of kicking your ass...and mine's been slapped more than a few times. more blood work. more tests. when is enough? and so we wait. just a few more days, and kevin might be a match. "heaven ain't close in a place like this..."